|3 Little Pumpkins|
It has been a while. Life has been busy. The babies are growing up and my oldest has lost four teeth. The kiddos are smart, funny and have a lot to do.
The space sits here and in the back of my mind. It creeps up and I breathe in wondering what to write and for whom I’m writing. This space used to be an outlet for things I ponder. I still ponder but not as much about the world or people but rather my place in it.
This past year I got sick (nothing life threatening) which put me in a vulnerable emotional state. I’ve been through tough life experiences before but this time was different. In challenging times prior to this year, I would become emotionally stronger, or stop taking myself/situations so seriously. This time, my axis got knocked around. I laughed less and faked more smiles.
I am better now but there are pieces of me that have been altered. I’m finding my way. I am not trying to get back to who I was, but who I can be. I am redefining my center.